"Haven't you heard of being unable to control one's feelings? There are many things we can't control. If I could, I would rather never come back to find you in my life."
Li Jinyan's heart tightened, and he hugged Ling Ruonan's waist tighter, "Never come to find me in your life?"
Ling Ruonan looked up at him and smiled, "But haven't I lost control and come back to find you? They say that the person who falls in love first is destined to be the loser. That's why I've ended up as your lover, losing completely."
Li Jinyan looked into Ling Ruonan's eyes. Words like don't love me, don't fall for me, he was unwilling to say to her.
He didn't want to have feelings for her, yet selfishly wanted her feelings.
"Are you disgusted by me, is that why you're chasing me away?"
"No."
"Then let me stay. I won't go anywhere, just wait for you at the hotel."
Li Jinyan slightly raised his brow, "Not going anywhere?"
"Mm."
