She sat on the edge of the futon, her hands folded in her lap, her eyes avoiding mine. The air was charged, as if we both knew what was about to happen.
"Shizune," I began, sitting beside her, close enough for her to feel my presence. "You seem nervous."
She took a deep breath, her eyes finally meeting mine. "I… I want to try, Sasuke. I've spent my life holding back, following the rules. With you, I feel like I can be… myself." Her voice trembled, but she was determined.
I placed my hand on hers, gently, my fingers brushing her warm skin. "Age is nothing, Shizune. What matters is what you feel. And right now, what do you want?"
She swallowed, her cheeks flaming. "You," she murmured, so low I could barely hear her.
That was all I needed to hear. I leaned in slowly, my lips brushing hers. She responded immediately, her lips parting against mine, a deep kiss filled with pent-up desire. Her hands found my neck, her fingers tangling in my hair. I slid my hand to her cheek, then to her neck, feeling her pulse quicken.
She shivered, a muffled sigh escaping her throat. "Sasuke," she whispered against my lips, her voice full of vulnerability. I moved my kisses down her jaw, then to her neck, taking my time, letting each touch make her tremble. Her hands gripped my shirt, pulling slightly, as if she wanted me even closer.
I slid my hand down her back, my fingers tracing slow lines through the thin fabric of her tunic. She arched slightly, her breath quick, her eyes half-closed. "Are you sure?" I asked, my voice low, giving her one last chance to back out.
"Yes," she breathed, her fingers tightening on my shirt. "I want this. I want… to feel alive."
I kissed her again, harder, my hands moving down to her hips, pulling her gently against me. She responded with an intensity that surprised me, her lips seeking mine with urgency. Slowly, I slid her tunic off her shoulders, revealing her soft, warm skin under my fingers. She shivered, her hands exploring my chest, hesitant but curious.
I paused for a moment, looking into her eyes. "If you want to stop, just say so," I murmured, wanting her to feel in control.
She shook her head, a shy smile on her lips. "Keep going," she said, her voice trembling but sure.
I eased her down onto the futon, my lips finding hers again. My caresses became bolder, exploring her curves, her stomach, her hips. She moaned softly, her fingers digging into my shoulders. Every sound, every shiver she let out was like a victory. I took my time, attentive to her reactions, letting her rhythm guide mine.
When our bodies drew closer, she pressed against me, her legs intertwining with mine. The warmth of her skin, the softness of her sighs, everything was intense, real. We made love slowly, passionately, in the dim light of the oil lamp. She was gentle, vulnerable, but also bold, her hands exploring my body with newfound confidence.
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Shizune was born in a small village on the outskirts of the Land of Fire, a place so modest it didn't even appear on the maps of the great ninja nations. Her parents, ordinary civilians, were herbalists who provided remedies to travelers and passing ninjas. But at the age of five, an attack by roaming bandits reduced her world to ashes. The village was pillaged, her parents killed before her eyes, as she hid in a crawlspace beneath their house. Alone, terrified, she survived on roots and rainwater for days, until a group of Konoha ninjas on patrol found her, half-starved and near death.
It was Tsunade, then a legendary kunoichi on a mission, who took her under her wing. The young Shizune, with her large black eyes and haunted silence, touched something in Tsunade, perhaps an echo of her own losses—Dan, Nawaki. Tsunade brought her to Konoha, offering her a home, training, and a purpose. "You'll be my apprentice," she said, a sad smile on her lips. Shizune, an orphan with nowhere else to go, clung to those words like a lifeline.
In Konoha, Shizune grew up under Tsunade's guidance, learning ninja arts and medical techniques with almost obsessive discipline. She was gifted—precise, methodical, capable of mastering complex jutsu and concocting deadly poisons. But she lived in Tsunade's shadow, the legendary Sannin, an overwhelming figure. Shizune became her assistant, managing her gambling debts, her drinking binges, her moods. She was the voice of reason, the one who cleaned up the messes, organized missions, and ensured Tsunade didn't crumble under the weight of her own past.
As a teenager, Shizune sometimes dreamed of something else. She imagined solo missions, a life where she would be the hero, not the second. She wanted a home, a family, someone who would look at her for herself, not for her role beside Tsunade. But those dreams were quickly stifled by duty. Tsunade needed her, and Shizune, loyal to the core, couldn't abandon her. She told herself she had time, that her desires could wait.
The Fourth Great Ninja War broke out, and Shizune found herself once again in the background, tending to the wounded, organizing medical teams, while Tsunade led Konoha. The war left scars, not on her body, but on her heart.
The years passed, and her twenties became her thirties.
At 32, Shizune looked at her life and saw a gaping void. No husband, no children, no close friends—just a pile of files and an unwavering loyalty to a woman who, at times, seemed barely to notice her sacrifices.
Despair settled in, sneaky, insidious. Shizune began seeking escapes. In rare moments of freedom, she ventured into villages like the hot springs, a place of debauchery where no one knew her name. There, she indulged in casual flings.
These encounters were brief, mechanical, fleeting sparks of warmth that didn't fill the void. Each time, she returned to Konoha, beside Tsunade, shame burning her cheeks, vowing never to do it again. But she did, again and again, searching for something she couldn't name.
It was in a bar that everything changed. Shizune, a bit drunk, wearing a red dress too daring for her, laughed too loudly at a stranger's joke. She wanted to forget, just for one night, the weight of her life. Then, she saw him: Sasuke Uchiha, sitting at the counter, his piercing gaze fixed on her. She recognized him immediately—the kid from Konoha, the child prodigy turned heroic ninja. But he was no longer a kid. At 18, he had an assurance, an intensity that unsettled her.
She blushed, torn between embarrassment and a strange warmth. Sasuke, the boy she had watched grow up, was looking at her like a woman. They talked, at first awkwardly, then more freely. He listened, really listened, asking questions about her dreams, her fears. Shizune, disarmed by his attention, confided in him: her loneliness, her feeling of being invisible, her desire to live for herself.
The following days, Sasuke stayed at the hot springs. They met in the baths, at the market, under the lanterns. Each conversation brought her closer to him. He was charming, but patient, slipping in compliments that made her blush.