Although it didn't last long, it was fun while it lasted
However being left with my thoughts, caused these feelings to be lost
The time I spent thinking, caused everything to change
Or rather I stopped being blind, and let reality sink in
See I knew you didn't care, I was delusional to believe otherwise
The time we spent together, made me think there was more
But your actions showed me, you couldn't care less
I thought you could be the one, to stay in my corner
Yet now I'm left feeling, like nothing more than a loner
You started these hangouts, but now I feel abandoned
Like nothing more than a burden, you regret bringing around
Barely responding to texts, weekly hangouts cancelled without notice
You say it's not like that, however your actions say otherwise
The constant repetition of the excuses, knowing there was more that could've been done
Unfortunately I was wrong to hope, that you could change my life
I almost believed you were different, but you're just like the rest
You wanted me to believe I had a friend, but it seems like that wasn't the case in the end
It just wasn't meant to be, and you really made that clear to me…
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Just give me time and my heart will heal,
I can't exactly blame you for how you feel,
I had my suspicions but you made them real,
Now I'm here acting like it's not a big deal,
You tried to give me "hope" like there might be a way,
Unfortunately enough I can't wait for that day,
Forever just waiting for you to look my way,
And now when I'm with you I don't know what to say.
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I wish it wasn't true but that isn't the case,
I'm glad I didn't say that "I missed your face,"
If this is to work it'll be at your pace,
And it seems like I'm just dropping out of this race
I can't just stop seeing you because that would be wrong,
But it'd also be bad to keep singing this song,
I'll try to let it go as we hit the bong,
I just hope it doesn't take too long...