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"...Yu Ming was discharged from the hospital yesterday, and I finally received a call from my parents. They said they had done something wrong and offended someone, but they should be fine soon. The two big things I was worried about finally came to fruition... But last night was very special. To celebrate, Yu Ming and I drank some wine, and somehow we kissed. Should I let him be my boyfriend? Actually, it might not be a bad idea..."
It was the third month since Xiaoyun came to the United States, and Guan Yuming finally succeeded. It was really unpleasant. Looking at the innocent words in Yuan Xiaoyun's diary, Sun Yuze felt a pang of heartache. Such an outstanding and lovely girl, why did she have to encounter so many setbacks?
"…It was the first time I saw a man's thing. It was so long and black…and it felt hot to the touch…even though I didn't like it, Yu Ming still let me eat it with my mouth…even though it didn't hurt, I was still very shy, and the salty white liquid that spurted out of that place was also disgusting when I put it in my mouth…"
Shit! Sun Yuze looked at the date. Only a week had passed! It was too fast. Xiaoyun had already done oral sex for Guan Yuming so quickly. Although Sun Yuze had known this fact for a long time, he couldn't suppress his jealousy when he saw Yuan Xiaoyun's words. The rest of the diary was even more exaggerated.
"...Yu Ming's thing entered my body... This is the first time I've done this. I'm only 20 years old. Is it a bit early?... His thing is so big that it makes my insides swell and hurt... Yu Ming is so passionate and crazy in bed. He's a completely different person. He often stays up all night to make me do those things with him, which makes me a little annoyed... And he puts those liquids into my body. Will I get pregnant? I'm a little worried..."
Damn it! Just two weeks later, Xiaoyun was already possessed by Guan Yuming, and was even played with all night! How could Xiaoyun be so casual! Thinking of this, Sun Yuze was a little choked up, but somehow his penis got erected.
Bai Xiaofei had a question when he saw this. Guan Yuming had said before that when he possessed Yuan Xiaoyun, she was no longer a virgin. So what did Yuan Xiaoyun mean when she said in her diary that this was her first time...? Was she lying? But why did she need to lie in her diary?
While pondering, Bai Xiaofei remembered what Wang Hui once told him, that in fact many women do not necessarily bleed the first time, and some female athletes, especially gymnastics athletes, accidentally break the membrane during training.
Yuan Xiaoyun is a dancer, and it is possible that she accidentally broke it during dance practice? If so, it would explain the contradiction between Guan Yuming's words and Yuan Xiaoyun's diary, but in this case, is the guess about the beast wrong?
Bai Xiaofei's mind was a little confused, so he simply stopped thinking about it and continued reading.
For a full four months after Sun Yuze made his discovery, there was no diary in Yuan Xiaoyun's notebook. It seemed that Yuan Xiaoyun and Guan Yuming were so obsessed with love and sex at that time that they had no time to write a diary.
"…Christmas is coming soon…But a lot of things have happened recently. Yu Ming hasn't been very successful in finding a job, so he hasn't been in a very good mood recently…I received a call from my parents again. It seems that their problems are difficult to solve. I cried a few times, but I will be strong. I can't let them worry about me instead…Yu Ming has been suspicious recently. He suspects that I am unfaithful and that I was not pure before…Did he hear something?…He was so rude last night that I bled down there, and then he mentioned his suspicions again. We had a big fight, I hit him, and he broke things…It was the first time we had such a big fight, I don't know what to do…"
This seems to be a turning point in the relationship between Yuan Xiaoyun and Guan Yuming. Although some of the unpleasant things between the two were mentioned, it was not clear why Guan Yuming was suspicious, and Yuan Xiaoyun was worried about what he heard. Seeing that Yuan Xiaoyun had been fucked by that beast and bled, Sun Yuze felt a little sorry. If Guan Yuming really liked Xiaoyun, why did he do this?
Bai Xiaofei's mind was even more confused. Through this conversation, he realized that there seemed to be something hidden behind whether Yuan Xiaoyun was a virgin or not. Could it be as he had guessed earlier...
"...Yu Ming found out about that... He helped me, and I don't know how to repay him... But he cursed me with such vicious words and beat me, and I don't know how to hate him..."
About two months later, there was another short and obscure diary entry. What was going on? If it was something big, why didn't anyone else hear about it? Sun Yuze wondered.
Bai Xiaofei suddenly understood! Sure enough, there was something hidden behind her being a virgin, and this matter was finally known by Guan Yuming, and it was Guan Yuming who helped to solve it. Because of this, she still couldn't refuse Guan Yuming when she was dating Sun Yuze later! And this matter, if Bai Xiaofei's guess is correct, should be related to the beast...
There were some sporadic notes in the following two months, with no dates and no specific content, just some miscellaneous things and feelings of Yuan Xiaoyun.
"...Now I still can't believe that Yu Ming actually has another woman, and that woman is a married woman...And now, I also painfully discovered that I gradually can't feel his love anymore. It seems that I have become a tool for him to vent...I owe him a lot, and he also hurt me...He wanted me to go to city N with him, but I refused. I think we should break up..."
This was the last entry in the diary. Yuan Xiaoyun and Guan Yuming's one-year relationship should have ended at that time. By calculation, it should have been three months before she met Sun Yuze.
Although from these sporadic diaries, I roughly know some of Yuan Xiaoyun's past experiences in the United States, and also understand her past ties, but what exactly is "that thing"? It is still not clear. Sun Yuze speculated blindly that it should be some important things, is it academic? Is it money? There is no evidence.
The only thing he was sure of was that during that period, Yuan Xiaoyun was rudely possessed and wantonly ravaged by Guan Yuming countless times. After reading the diary, he not only failed to resolve the doubts in his heart, but also felt more regretful, jealous and unhappy.
Sun Yuze did not read the diary fragment again. He threw it into the toilet and pressed the flush handle hard...
The contents of the diary gave Sun Yuze a headache, so he decided to forget about it for now and cherish the days he spent with Yuan Xiaoyun. So he left home immediately, jumped into the car, and decided to go to the campus to find Yuan Xiaoyun.
Sun Yuze believed that as long as he saw her beautiful face and her dazzling smile, his mood would immediately improve. She said she was going to meet with her tutor to discuss some issues, and it should be over soon. But since she hadn't contacted him yet, he felt that something might have delayed her, so he decided to go to the campus to find her now.
The weather was pleasant that day, with warm sunshine and refreshing wind. Looking through the car window, I saw a white American girl jogging in the park, wearing shorts and shorts, exposing most of her hot body, which was refreshing.
When Sun Yuze arrived at Yuan Xiaoyun's college, he was a little surprised because Yuan Xiaoyun and her tutor were still discussing something in the office. He looked at his watch and saw that it was already past two in the afternoon. He didn't know how long they had been discussing.
The door was open, so the situation inside could be seen clearly. Yuan Xiaoyun's beautiful back was facing Sun Yuze, and her tutor was sitting across the table. The two seemed to be chatting casually - the United States is very sensitive about sexual harassment, so when teachers and students talk, the door must be open.
Yuan Xiaoyun's mentor is a Chinese man, about 60 years old, who has been in the United States for decades. He speaks English very well, but when he speaks Chinese, he has some foreign accents. Therefore, most of the time, Yuan Xiaoyun and her mentor talk in a mixture of two languages.