"What are my worst fears? Clara dying before me? Sebastian, and Kirin dying? I don't think nothing can move me if I know that these things are not happening, and are just an illusion meant to scare me." Johan smiled softly, as far he remembered, you did remember that these were just illusions, so logically he should be fine.
"But Johan…" Sebastian's face turned ugly with shame, he felt like he was becoming useless since Johan got stronger, and now he can't even serve, and defend him, sending him straight in danger while he sat there outside.
Olivia also hesitantly stared at Johan, her eyes filled with worry, but unable to form the right words, 'Do I even have the right to worry about him?'
Johan walked closer to them, and first gently patted Sebastian's shoulder with eyes that said "I have a plan." which would ease at least some of his guilt for now. As long as Johan came out fine, everything would be good.