there was never a time i could forget but there was also never a time i could remember
your voice, the way you held my arms, your cold white hair, your tender smile.
everyday i thought of you
everyday i longed for you
everyday i missed you
it was never a dull moment without you
because i always filled those moments with memories of you
but even now, those memories are starting to fade away
your face, i cant remember your face
i cant picture your smile anymore
i cant hear your voice
i had forgotten how you said "i love you"
all i remember was..
that it made me happy
those times we practised together
those times i cheered for you behind the crowd
those times you shined in the spotlight
those times you held the mic
those times you ran backstage to hug me
now those are all what my dreams are
to make me happy
for you to make me happy
for me to be by your side at all times
you always texted me at the end of shows, "how was i?" or "did i do good?"
I should have told you that you were perfect
but this is the end of the road for me
remembering hurts
but forgetting feels worse
this is my sorrowful farewell to you
at the curtain call